5.31.2006

maybe i am not as strong as i tot i was

i tot i was a strong woman..

able to hold emotion, sadness.. taking everything in.. being a cancerian, i dont like to share what i feel with family, friends, others...

everything seems to be tumbling down.. my mood swing is so horrible.. was ok a moment ago and next moment i am so crappy. no meaning in life, nothing to look forward to.. just want to breakdown and cry.. but i dunno why i want to cry..

i think i am just getting old :P

Definitely need a holiday and a mega shopping therapy..

In two days, will be leaving for melbourne! hope after the trip i will be better, refreshed and recharged...

4 comments:

JY said...

look around....

you realise we still much more fortunate than many others...

adam shah said...

nah babe. to cheer you up.

http://www.grantmeserenity.blogspot.com

video of your 2 fave idiots.
the vid you've been waiting for for so long.

enjoy

The Dopamine Dreamer said...

Have fun in Melb girl...


Anyway Adam keeps advertising the video...No shame issit?

I guess so lah...afterall he put up on youtube for the whole world to see...

It's just unfortunate that I'm with him in that video...

saffyz said...

PMS PMS my dear... I also like that... Last week just broke into tears out of nowhere...