God loves me so much.
He is always there when i reach for him and when i need him.. There were times I strayed and didn't really act how a Christian should behave, but God was always there and he will always be..
When i was young, i took this as an advantage.. Only when I was in trouble and need a miracle, I will pray to God to make that trouble go away.. and he did. He really responded to all my prayers..
Then I strayed for a while, but God was always there still loving me.. Like the father in the bible, who never gave up on his son, and accepted him with open arms when he came back.
Recently, i truly realised and felt the love God has endlessly showering me with.. It was through a colleague (you know who you are *hint: has a little cutie baby girl). She is a devoted Christian which I realised God was using her to share her testimonials through her blog to open my mind to God again... So I thank God.. God always has his reasons.. always. ;)
I always pray to God, even stupid things like:
Request: "God, I really don't feel like working today.. Can you make sure Kana crashes so I don't have to work?"
Reply: Kana really crashed that evening and London tried real hard to revive but could not! They had no idea why! Praise the Lord! --> But after that.. It was down for two days, which meant, OT for next two days.. So I dont pray for such things anymore :P
Request: I always pray before I get on the escalator.. yes I have a phobia on escalators since I was a kid.. "God, protect me when I am on escalator. Let the machines work as it should be."
Reply: In raffles city, I was about 5m away from the escalator. A guy suddenly rushed in front of me which made me say a "f" word but immediately i repented, cos praise the Lord (but pity the people on the escalator and the guy), the escalator suddenly stopped.. You can imagine the rest.. God prevented me from getting on the escalator hence I didnt fall like the rest..
Request: "Protect and guide me and my family when we are in the darkness and where ever we go and whatever we do"
Reply: God always protects me and my family. There is this one incident, back in 1995. There was a major accident in Korea, which a mega department store collapsed due to illegal contruction. I was there and came out from the building just 20 minutes before it collapsed. I truly believe it was God who protected me which prompted me to go out of the building. Usually I don't feel very hot, but that day in that building, I felt very hot and started to sweat which is very unusal.. My friends wanted to have dinner, but i was so uncomfortable I insisted to go home.. Yes.. God saved mine and my friends lives that day.. Praise the Lord..
There are lot more testimonials to share how much God loves me..
Everytime I praise him, it brings tears to my eyes filling my heart with joy and contentment..
People say you turn to religion when there is nowhere else to turn to.. i disagree, but agree as well.. God was there in the first place, and he will always wait for you. He never abandons you and send you signs that he is always there waiting for you. (There are so many signs!)When you turn to him, he will greet you with open arms, and he will shower you with lotsa love..
I don't really know why I am posting this today, but holy spirit is prompting me to.. Maybe someone out there who reads my post needs God's words through me. Though I am not a very good messenger and not a role model Christian, I can say lot about how much God loves me and everyone else.
Whoever is reading this post, God bless you, and I will pray for you. :)
"I drew them with gentle cords, with bands of love. - Hosea 11:4"
God's love has no limits.