this is exactly how i feel now

I feel so much happier.. livelier... have meaning in life again..
i am loving it.. savouring every day.. :)

And this is my song now.. I really do relate this song!

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"Since U Been Gone"

Here's the thing, we started out friends
[colleagues to be exactly]
It was cool, but it was all pretend
[all u wanted wz....]
Yeah yeah, since you been gone
[well not exactly u r gone yet..but WHATEVER.. I am gone baby]

Your dedicated, you took the time
[oh hell yah u did]
Wasn't long till I called you mine
[all we had was one dinner date before e day i left]
Yeah yeah, since you been gone

And all you ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you ever hear me say
[this i m not sure lah.. guess i wasnt serious either]

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
[hell yah... i do]
I'm so moving on
[yes.. i am]
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you,
now I get
what I want
[giving other guys e chance which u totally blew it]
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
[was called "cradle" by Atomic Kittens.. Gawd!]
Yeah yeah, since you been gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with be with you
[oh u did.. only when u were holding me]
Guess you never felt that way
[after all that I had to go through.. where the f@#k were u?]


But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
[esp aft i deleted your no from my speed dial]
I'm so moving on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you,
now I get
I get what I want
[yah thanks. u helped me get over my ex..]
Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it
[you definetely did.. i was ready to give up everything for u]
Out of sight, out of mind
[what? gonna get a stripper that looks like me? tat was totally out of line!]
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
[dun wan to hear u saying how great i am.. cuz i know.. so shut it!]
Again,
and again
and again
and again
[yah my heart doesnt beat e way it used to now when u call me]

Vote for my friend!

One of my crazy fun lovin friend in SF..

http://www.jumpcut.com/view?id=9BC753F418E611DBB43D961586523BC9

Pls vote for him :D so he can be free...

(btw, any single girls out there.. he is really tall, fun, crazy, has a good job and owns a nice house.. let me know if u r interested;))

Miss Universe 2006

I am not really a big fan of beauty contests. But I do watch Victoria Secret shows.. all the hot models. :D

Anyway I was kinda channel surfing last night and came upon watching Miss Universe..
And OMG... Kurara Chibana.. The Japanese babe.. She is HOT!!

i always wondered if i have a bit of lesbian in me.. like.. i like to check out girls more than the guys at clubs.. :P
Well this doesnt prove anything cuz i still do love men.. :P



But check her out man! She is from Okinawa, where another hottie Namie Amuro is from. She speaks fluent French, Spanish, and the crowd went wild when she spoke English and answered question in Japanese (of cos)! She is so cute when she smiles. Gawd... I dont want to say this... but it is so not fair!!!!!!

Anyway I was rooting for her all the way... at least she came first.. I hope to see more of her!! woo hoo!!

Check this babe out!!

Travel Bug

Oh my gawd...

i have been bitten by travel bug again!

My itchy fingers made me surf SQ site, and realised I have accumulated loads of kris flyer miles... So i can redeem free flights to following destination..

1. San francisco
- Give me a reason why i should waste my miles to go there to see someone who is now in the most least want to see list...
Besides, I will just wait for my co to approve budget to go there again soon so I can get extra kris flyer miles and give the someone a nasty big slap... kekeke *evil evil*

2. Seoul
- I think this makes more sense. Go there see my family and friends.. But I would rather go in winter... It is just too hot in summer! Sun is scorching hot and is so dry!! besides, my parents just left last week.....

3. Ho Chi Minh
- very cheap miles.. only 25k miles.. And I am definetely going this year.. But I am more thinking of going to Ho chi Minh then go Korea and come back to Spore.. So getting an one way trip ticket is not worth it

4. Sydney
- I would love to do sydney again. Didnt have much time the other time being sick and all so didnt get to visit hunter valley for more wine and blue mountain.. Maybe I should consider.. before the winter is over...

5. Bali
- Maybe I should just head to Bali to unwind.. I am almost burnt out.. too tired of work, people, relationship... just go there enjoy the sun, food, pool, wine and most importantly good lookin aussie surfers.. kekeke

6. London
- I cant believe i can even claim miles to go London! I miss London soooo much! And besides, can take Euro train to Paris for my LV shopping... and spain since the gals have been talking so much about the good looking dudes there keke... Maybe this i will consider in October.. ahh.. got two weddings in october.. dang..

Maybe I should go somewhere I never been before... like Italy.. nah.. this I am saving for honeymoon.. and if i wanna do europe, i will go london and take train for europe tour.. is more worth it..

Maybe I should go Canada.. oooh...

dang it.. maybe i should just go KL for mega sales in malaysia.. wait a minute! drive to KL is easier than to fly!

Any recommendations? and any kakis to go with me? anywhere? anyone?

Happy birthday to me!

I am finally 28!
Damn.. when did i get this matured? :P

It was a good birthday, tho it is my first brithday in a very looooong time which I cant even remember, having my birthday without having a boyfriend 'physically' by my side... feel so wierd! Tho he did send a prezzie and a sweet card plus e phone call all e way from SF... :P

Anyway, I am still happy, cuz i am so blessed with friends spending my birthday with me, and i received so many well wishes! And my parents were here tho they left before my birthday.. but at least i got the prezzie :P
So i can say this is the best birthday ever!

Thanks everyone, who remembered my birthday, and the wishes and the gifts...

I am truly truly blessed...

now, i am gonna open a bottle of wine for myself, to end a purrfect 28th birthday...

cheers to me, for many more happy birthdays to come!!