6.27.2005

It doesn't rain all the time.. I will still be thankful for the rain..


It could be sunny and suddenly becomes cloudy and starts to rain. Sometimes could be accompanied by thunderstorms. But soon, I know the sun will come out from the dark clouds and shine upon me.

Whenever I feel stressed, I will always think above. I try to think that glass is half full. I mean in the end, it's me who makes my life easier and turn bad into something good isn't it? And one day, thinking back, I will be thankful for the rain and the thunderstorms..

I enjoy being me and I love my life.

Though there are times I wish I haven't done something or wish could change things, overall I think I am satisfied with my life. I am thankful for having this life.

Nobody is perfect and not every one's life is perfect. I am envious of some people of what I don't have, and I know others are envious of me for having what they don't. So God is fair :)

God blessed me with so many things that it's just not enough to say "Thank you Lord". But just to praise his graciousness.
*As you all know, I don't look like a holy person nor a model Christian. People don't believe I am a Sunday school teacher! (BTW, I quit a month ago)

I am especially thankful for:

Wonderful family
: Perfect dad, Awesome mom, Good Brother. And also not forgetting my grand parents, uncles, aunties, cousins, nephews, nieces.. They are just great! Picture Perfect family blessed with God's love..

Friends
: I don't love all the friends around me.. :P But I am thankful they are there and being part of my life with so many memories whom helps me define who I am today.. My grandma always tell me, there are 9 type of friends. (I cant remember what each friends stand for)And that 9 types are not always perfect. But we need to have all that 9 friends because you need eachother.

Job
: I am quite happy with my job. I mean I can't be 100% satisified right. If so, it will be called "play" not "work". I am happy I earn enough to have a roof on my head, food on the table and clothes to wear. I am happy that clients don't really give me hard time. I am happy that I get recognised for what I do. I am happy that I have a great team. I am happy that I get the support I need within the co. And also I am happy that I got a direct bus from home :)

Everyday
: I am thankful that I get to wake up every morning knowing it will be a better day and more better days to come. I am thankful that I end the day without any major mishaps during the day and able to sleep in peace. I am thankful for my health.

And lastly I am thankful for having people who loves me, cares for me and being there for me :)
You know who you are :)

6.22.2005

7 days a week

Sunday - moody moody moody... beginning of the week.

Monday - Just very gloomy.. called Monday Blues...

Tuesday - Very sleepy..

Wednesday - Finally mid-week. Body and mind is so tired from the past two days..

Thursday - 4th day.. let's slack a bit..

Friday - But always the busiest day at work!

Saturday - aaaahhhh... the best day of the week!

6.17.2005

My Theme Song of the month

I have a theme song every month.I can listen to one song looping for whole day for a whole month.. I will drive people around me nuts. They complain end of the day that the song will be looping in their heads..

Thank goodness.. I am bad with lyrics and tunes, that even after one month of looping the same song, I will still not remember the lyrics and forget the tunes... :P

But I need to get ipod mini in pink.

Then people will say.. "For What? You only listen to one bloody song?!"

WHY??

'cos I need to get my hands on that white speaker, which you place the ipod in the centre! That fancy speaker!!
Is that the only reason?? errrrr.... 'cos everyone has it nowadays so I should get it too..??
and 'cos I can listen to that bloody one song for really 24hrs?? Maybe then I will remember the lyrics...haha

which suddenly reminds me... I sold the creative zen for 390 bucks which I won @ lucky draw.. JY said I will not be able to sell @ that price but I did! haha

ANYWAYZZZ... (I cant understand why I always talk about something else half way..geeezzz)

There are a lot of nice songs out there.. But that exact time, that precise moment, that particular situation, a song will come to me and touch me... then i know... this is my theme song. It is saying the exact words of how I am feeling at that time..

These are some of my past english theme songs which I remember.. Even I tell you K-pop or Jpop you might not know.. :P

Britney Spears: Sometimes
Westlife: If I let you go
Bon Jovi: Always
98degrees: I do (or is it cherish?)
Guy Sebastian: Angels Brought Me Here
Shania Twain: From this moment

hmmm by looking at my old theme songs above, seems like I am always deeply in love...?? Or is everyone singing about L.O.V.E only??

And I am listening to this song for past 3 months!!

Hoobastank: The Reason

Will look for the lyrics..

6.15.2005

The True Facts and Myth about Hena

Some Facts and Myths about myself...

Myth: Hena always look loaded.
Fact: I am always broke. I just spend too much!

Myth: Hena look so "un-friendly"
Fact: I can be, but once you know me, I am nicest and friendliest most caring person! :P

Myth: Hena is so branded!
Fact: Brand conscious I am, but I buy U2 and Giordano stuff too! duh!

Myth: Hena always look tired
Fact: It's just that I am wearing less make up now!

Myth: Hena looks so pampered
Fact: Blame the boys..

Myth: Hena's high maintenance
Fact: I can take MRT, I can order "milo bing yi bei" in kopi shop you know!

Myth: Hena is a daddy's girl
Fact: Actually i am more of mommy's girl. Need to get my mom's opinion before I do anything.

Myth: Hena can't cook
Fact: Hello, I am a bloody good cook!

Myth: Hena has 3 boxes of shoes
Fact: I have more than that!

Myth: Hena goes shopping every given opportunity
Fact: No I stay @ home with my cats and laze

Myth: Hena has loads of clothes
Fact: But there is nothing to wear

Myth: Hena loves drinking
Fact: I am a korean! of course can drink! but that doesnt mean I love drinking.

Myth: Hena is evil
Fact: errrr.... no comment

f@#$

Not my day...

Some of you who are close will understand what I am saying..
Why am i so mad?

Need to get out of this hell hole.

Somebody save me!

6.14.2005

My First BLOG!!

Oh my goodness...

What am i getting into?? Now I am going to waste all my time exposing my private inner-self..

But I did keep a diary.. in which I stopped.. Only reason I started keeping diary was because I got this blue epi Louis-Vuitton organiser as a farewell gift from my ex several years ago anyway...

But as I am getting older, I realised I am having some memory loss... There seems to be lapse of time that I cant just remember..

Well, I am a very forgetful person.. Like I will always forget faces, names, things to bring, how many shoes I have (so that I can buy more), birthdays, anniversaries, lyrics, road names... etc etc.. And there are things I always remember like when is the ferragamo sales..

enough of nonsense...

So here i go... Starting my story and join the fad...