Burn out

I am too tired..

Tired of work.. Tired of relationship.. Tired of life..

I am going downhill.. real fast.. but surprisingly, i am taking it pretty well.. I want to cry, but no tears to shed..

I think I have been away from God for too long.. This is a wake up call.. God calling me back to his arms that he has always been there for me.. It was me who tried to compromise and lived the way I wanted to for past one year.. Alot of good things happened and I thought it was because I am too good.. how conceited I was.. how wrong I was..

In these hard tiring days, I only have God to turn to.. And it is about time..

I know he will forgive me and accept me with open arms. I will leave everything to him and I shall obey only him with my whole heart.. He was and shall always will be - my light and my way..

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The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever